The Blue Fairy...

Tried to offer a helping hand a few weeks ago to someone but they didn't even bother getting back to me. Its exactly what my Arkansas mate tells me... not in these words exactly but... stuff other people and what they do/think.

I was hurt like hell last year to the point where it COULD have broke me. I forgave this "man" and offered him friendship alas he just shits on me again.

Funny thing is, yes I have negative vibes towards him which have and will carry on, but he is doing the same as my previous post. He is putting his whole life on the internet. I hardly ever come on the net anymore, only to update this site and look for smurfs (yes... I love them lol) He will never find a REAL woman just internet relationship after internet relationship preying on the vulnerable and then stuffing it up.

Some people have no perception of real values, all they see is an outer body and money. They will learn.

As I've said before, I do not bring on 3 fold it just happens, it is the way it is. Some people, for what they've done to me or others, will recieve it sooner or later. One day they'll see what they've lost. I really wish to help these people but they're beyond help and there's no point in me even attempting and wasting my time doing it. I used to bend over backwards and try my best to help people, but unfortunately, nowadays, I have noticed that people are evil and do not deserve it. Only 1% of people that I know deserve the help.

I have a lovely group of girl friends who are absolutely brilliant, I have a brilliant fiance who treats me like I am a queen (and is REAL life not just on the internet lol he lives only 6 miles away) I have a wonderful son who surprises me every day, a brilliant job, and a fantastic dog and an equally fantastic puppy. I am rich, maybe not financially, but spiritually I have everything.... love. This is who I am this is what I am and if anyone doesn't like it... stuff em.